i feel like a burden, i know i’m not!!, but it definitely feels that way… i have to get through the week…. i don’t wanna theres no point but time is just movinh and i have no fucking choice. everything seems so pointless is the pain worth it? i think not but do i have any other way to live my life? i think not. im alone and i feel like i keep ending up here no matter what and i genuinely think i don’t like myself that much i just cover it up with superficial shit. no one can help me and i’m not sure if i can be fucked to help myself cause who the fuck would wanna do that
